Monologue

Serebrakoff Monologue from Uncle Vanya

From Uncle Vanya by Anton Chekhov

male · anguished · 1:05 min

I have spent my life working in the interests of learning. I am used to my library and the lecture hall and to the esteem and admiration of my colleagues. Now I suddenly find myself plunged in this wilderness, condemned to see the same stupid people from morning till night and listen to their futile conversation. I want to live; I long for success and fame and the stir of the world, and here I am in exile! Oh, it is dreadful to spend every moment grieving for the lost past, to see the success of others and sit here with nothing to do but to fear death. I cannot stand it! It is more than I can bear. And you will not even forgive me for being old!

About this piece

Serebrakoff expresses his deep dissatisfaction with his current life, feeling trapped in a mundane existence far from the academic world he once thrived in, while grappling with the realities of aging and unfulfilled aspirations.

60 and up · longing · isolation · ambition · loss · aging

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